9.22.2008

My Son IS HOME!


My son is home!!! With him he brings mixed feelings, but mostly just a completeness to our family once again. My home feels once again like home, my heart feels full, and my world is complete. It doesn't take much to make me feel happy. On the way home from the hospital, with Erwin driving, Kaeden in the back seat with his bag full of belongings, my purse full of new rules and doctors and care centers and medication, and the sun peeking through the clouds, tears escaped from behind my eyes. I was completely overwhelmed. Completely at a loss as to why the tears were falling, completely and totally burned. If Kaeden needed to know at that moment why I was crying, I would have been at a loss for words. There were none. They were all used up. It was an emotional rollercoaster of a day for me.


Still, my son is home!!! Maybe tomorrow I can go deeper into all the reports and evaluations and suggestions, and opinions, but for now, I just want to relish in the fact that my son is home!!! And so, the son-shine once again lights my life...

4 comments:

tlawwife said...

I'm very happy for you and hope everything goes well for all of you.

Welcome to My World said...

YAY!!! Hooray for you guys! I hope you learn some great tools to make it a huge success! If there's anything I can do don't hesitate to let me know k? Love you guys!

Jade said...

Ohh my gosh, I couldn't help but have a big ole cheeser grin on my face as I read this post. I so happy that you have the feeling of completeness again.

I think the tears were just from feeling so many things at one time and it is definitely ok to have those moments. Better out than in I always say!

I hope this a new beginning for you and your family my friend. If there's anything i can do, even though I'm 2000 miles away, please let me know. I will do anything I can to help Mr Kaeden in his growth and progress and absolutely anything I can do to support you along this journey.

Alison said...

Yea!! I am very happy for you and I hope, hope, hope..that all goes well. I can completely understand your tears...you have been through so much the past year. I wish you and your family all the best.